Friday, November 23, 2012

the message, the music

my life is composed of songs i cannot write. words i wish i danced. thoughts i hold through time. thoughts from pen to paper - heart to help - lips to lever. i never thought of my self as much until "i looked into your eyes" - "you say, I'll be alright - I'm gonna trust you babe . . . " 

'light' is given to me in lost perspective. my being is completely captivated. sometimes i sit there in trance hoping for someone to come save me...that movie where nothing else in the world matters. if only they were fairytales i would make no mistakes. my company would stay and this lonely place would be in memory.

vicariously. in hope. one wish. a wish. blank. state and still. breathing deeply again.

that warm deep sinking feeling- instruments as clear as the day. heart rumbling with the drums. yearning and yearning and yearning. as confident as you are in sound. i want - in motive. in every two brilliance is made. will the storm ever cease?

soothing melodies wilt my eyes. they were once in seek. over and over, repeat and find. replays my packaged connective tissues as moments intensify. loud vs. soft, then truth intensifies.

some muster up the worst. heartache, love, no longer in existence. reasons represent full forms - those strings, those strings "gather your strength and rise up"

'go' in undertone.

one last piano cord. 

the ending of the song. 

Light - Sara Bareilles

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