my mellow mesmerises my many midnight murmurs
i seek to see the situation last a little longer
i yearn, then lend an ear to his heartbeat rumble
i toss and turn at night, wake up full cloud in slumber
memorizing memories from the day before
hypnotize my thoughts, by missing minutes more
i sit and mope around, the clown - no kids in daze
i wipe my eyes with tears. . . of years - oh dear! oh dear!
i wait to see his name - turn smile once filled with pain
my soul left quiet why? He - my Novocaine
i've never felt this way - a mystery seeking peers
cause the climate cold, i hope: New page. No fear.