I DAMNaged you
I am the damNaged history
The past is now
The present was
I'm tough as nails
Not tough in love
The tough love is yet rough and hard
I stumble harder with every fall
No picnic table in the parks
We walk on subway rails at first
On benches parked
Side by side we walked and talked
Prolonged the ride
Across we sat
legs 2nd cast
So close too close
He grabbed my throat?!?!
With words that stung like ladybugs
The love I felt, he's calm with words
I anger needs attention seek
Cracked open in a sizzling beak
I ran my mouth till hurt again
The steady stare
through eyes unfixed
No drift away
just steak and stiff
He needed me, I fall apart
I gazed in love
But love was lost
The dust that caused our lungs to close
I never could clear up this hole
Our world the world we did create
To create a world like this
I hate!
I'd never felt a better kiss
His lips that never touched my lips
He kissed me with his dance and list
His demands, his needs
His Leo wrist
His fervor and his mode: dismiss
DAMN IT...! I almost said his name
The DAMNaged rage has spoke: the Bitch!
I wish I wasn't Queen of the Damned!
DAMNED I AM
and yes I am
Queen of bitchy bonus lines
That run and run and can't cool tides
DAMNaged...age has slowed me down
Has made me frown
I am the clown
Emeli sang so fervently
The clown, the one, confused and down
He doesn't want A N Y of me
He sees me bad - bad history
What's messy is my DAMNaged lies
I just love him...why must I say GOODBYE.
Sept 16, 2015
